I have just finished watching this taiwan drama 佳期如夢. Really sad ending. In fact I already know it is a sad ending. But I still watched it. I dont like sad ending. Cried like mad for the last 2 episodes. I know this is just a drama. However, I just cant accept the fact that someone has to die. Especially when you are so in love with each other. Haiz. I guess this is life.

I choose to ignore most it. My parents health are deteriorating. I cannot do anything but just to make them happy everyday. I hope that they can be with me everyday till I get married.. till I gave birth.. till I grow old.

I really cannot imagine what will become of me if any of my loved ones are not with me. If I can choose, I rather Im the one who leave first.

Very emo.....

May roster
6 jakarta turn
7 denpasar turn
8 (pauline, dad, mum birthday, motherday)
9-10 beijing 
12-13 standby
15-16 leave(jennifer weddin)
17-18 shanghai
20-21 taipei
22 leave(jeanie weddin)
24-28 abu dhabi, jeddah
29-2jun leave(mongni weddin, bb birthday, cameron highland trip!) 


Busy mth.. N gona start sch in jun soon!! Yeah all strive together ya!  

March

23 HK turn
24-31 HK, SFO

April

3 Bangkok turn
4 Standby
6-8 Maldives
10-13 London
16-17 Perth
19 Manila turn
21-24 Auckland
27 CP12(on course)
28 Bangkok turn
30-1May Bombay

haiz.. had a terrible nite yest.. after having a sumptuos dinner of abalone and sharks fin etc with my family..i start to have gastric pain..

went home and vomited twice. LS halfway n i vomited. my god. i duno how to decribe how painful the experience is. din slp the whole nite. keep rolling here n there. no position is gd enough. i keep goin to toilet. and LS till my leg nua.. almost fainted in the toilet. lucky i managed to pull myself back to bed.

finally morning den go see doc. lucky got my dad to take care of me thru the nite. my dear mum oso helped me apply ointment on my tummy. caring sis oso pei me to see doc. bb was so worried about me coz he is in vietnam..

its wonderful to see so many ppl so concern about u when u are sick. it shows how imprt i am to them. gee

hope i can recover soonn......

i have been watching my drama since 1am till now.. 福氣又安康

quite nice.. with my fav chen qiao en acting.. hehe

but the low determination me.. awhile ago was doin crunches.. and now i am muchin on cny goodies and drinkin milo! haizz...

haha who cares la.. jus become fei fei yuan yuan ba! wahaha